|| pissed off
Well the other day, I was talkin to mi asian whore about the punk scene, about how its so fuckin dead. Its funny how people keep goin on with it. Generations are meant to be around for only so long. We all knew it wasn't gonna last forever. The punk scene died in the early 80's. People just get that throught your fuckin heads. It's gone for good, it will never come back. Let's face it. If it wasn't for the punk movement than damn this world would be really fuckin different. Punk isn't about fuckin anarchy. Punk was a way of life. The life kids who had nothin better to go than run around cause chaos and play awesome music. People are really fuckin funny when they call someone a poser. Guess what honeys. You didn't fuckin start the punk movement, you along with everyone else who are with the punk scene, guess what your posers. Remember kiddies. Legends never die. Punk was one of the greatest fuckin legend. A legend that should of been lived by the whole world, but it wasn't. Punk will always live in the music. But come on. Punk is fuckin dead. That way of life is gone.
Another thing is. Don't fuckin worry about a person, you don't know. I remember a lady once came up to me, and went "Your so young, you have your whole life ahead of you, why do you hang out with people like that, and drink, and do drugs?" and I was just thinking, why the fuck does it matter to you. If I were to end up in a fuckin gutter, than fuck man Im having fun in that gutter, and if Im not, than fuck it. Its my problem not yours. I know people are gonna take this the wrong way. If your a friend of mine and say that, than its really fuckin different, than a person I don't know.
I want to get away from people in the valley. Don't get me wrong. I fuckin love this place, but fuck man. I hate all these people who think life is great, and have their heads up their asses a little too high. It pisses me off. Life isn't fuckin great, it's never goin to be great. All you can do is make the fuckin best of it. I want to grab about like 700 bucks, and fuckin leave. Live the fuckin fast life. Get the hell away from here. Meet new people. Smell new smells. Run on new ground. I think I will end up doin that really fuckin soon. I can't this shit anymore.
Im tired of almost everything in life. Just thinking about goin back to school, makes me fuckin sick. Thinking about love makes me sick as hell. Thinking about death makes me sick as well. Everything I think about makes me sick. Im goin to fuckin buy that island, and live there all alone, without any contact from the outside world. My ass all alone on a fuckin island, with a guitar, tv, radio, cds, and food. Sounds just so fuckin amazing. You really have no idea.
Today I was at Kayla Meltzer's little cousins party, Zack. Adam, remember him? "Hi this is David from 31 Flavors, if you can name all 31 flavors, in 5 minutes, you get a life time supply of ice cream" or "Im gonna kick-flip your gap", well his little sister was there. I love that girl, shes so fuckin awesome, and funny. Im glad my cousin has her as a girlfriend. Even if hes cheated on her like 5 times, she loves him, its cute. Hes 11 and shes 13. Well anywho I hate their fuckin mom. Stupid crack whore bitch. I was goin to kill her. blah. New subject. Well Kayla looked super fuckin pretty. When she walked in Brian was all "Oh shit its Pairs Hilton." It was funny. Hes a funny fuckin dude. "Rock with your cock out" Well I feel bad for Zack and Sarah, their stupid aunt fuckin causes too much damn drama.
Well Im sick of life. Im just gonna go waste time. Nothin else to do.